i'm still here

con Joaquin Phoenix

26/30

Watching this much mulled over film does little to put the mind at ease, and, at least for me, hardly solves the debates. I still cannot say for sure whether this was a documentary or a ‘mockumentary’ (despite some obviously staged scenes, it is still remarkably convincing). 

I’m Still Here: The Hoax

Hats off to Joaquin Phoenix. The younger Affleck bother’s film is a stage to some of the most convincing, moving and dedicated method acting I have ever seen - and seriously questions the nature of ‘Hollywood’ mentality and the destructive effect it can have on the lives of those involved.

I’m Still Here: The Documentary

If we consider that this may well be an intimate portrayal of a man’s rejection of fame and retreat into another life, eventually leading to some sort of breakdown, we must consider it as a highly valuable piece of cinema. And again, my hat stays in the air for the subject of the film: the bravery (or stupidity? It’s a fine line) Phoenix showed allowing himself to be broadcasted in many a compromising and vulnerable situation is second to none. Primarily, the film invokes sympathy for Joaquin as we see his most intimate moments of fragility.

Whether we are to take this film as ‘reality’ or as an elaborate ruse, it makes for enthralling, moving and incredibly uncomfortable watching. It also sparks a great debate, frequently overheard after screenings, as to the nature of acting in general. Even if this film is a hoax, the Joaquin Phoenix that Phoenix chose to present to the world was a real person engaging in real activities; it is impossible to disconnect the actor from the role he plays, as this role is essentially himself. Ultimately, the film asks us what is acting- or perhaps closer to the bone, can we really tell who is or isn’t living their life playing a role?

07:09:2010